My mind is in such a mess right now
Entwined like a DNA helix
Complications so intense it reeks sanity out of me.
As where have those things i preached went to?
Is the world as simple as i imagined and hope it would be?

Embrace the reality.
Adaption is never a easy process.
The more careful i try to be, the more careless i become.
Atrocious, horrendous, whatever we can call it, and yes, i'm entirely feeling that right now.
And you know what's more irritating?
Is that everything i learnt, listen, read, analysed, crashes with each other.
So much so that i cannot find a suitable conclusion to anything. Anything at all.

You can't fill a cup that is already full.
And my cup is so full right now, its been blended with all sort of concretion that now,
It amounts to nothing.
A hybrid of everthing is sick.
Imagine a creature with a human heart, robot head, lion arms and gorilla legs?
That is how my mind is structured now.