Its nonsense.
2 years is no joke.
My mind is so skeptical, so ironic.
Conscription, singapore bounded responsibilty for every male.
Worse for a man who have so many emotional attachment out in the civilian world.
Whatever.
I had a great time spending the few days left out here.
My photos tells it all. :)
Exciting would be the results after the test of time.
What happens now doesn't matter, its the process moulding me towards the future worth looking for.
Army
A place where we males create our own unique life story
A place where we males become true man
A place where we males learn unity, endurance and respect
A place where, i want to see how true this is
The end of the WRX days.
Wonderful vehicle. An classic example of perfect engineering made purely to create waves of adrenaline rush.
Its going off as well.
Marking a new phrase of my life.
Its time to learn to live like a man.
Its time to behave like a man.
Its time to think like a man.
Nothing else matters now, i have to keep reminding myself. :)
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Monday, August 23, 2010
My mind is in such a mess right now
Entwined like a DNA helix
Complications so intense it reeks sanity out of me.
As where have those things i preached went to?
Is the world as simple as i imagined and hope it would be?
Embrace the reality.
Adaption is never a easy process.
The more careful i try to be, the more careless i become.
Atrocious, horrendous, whatever we can call it, and yes, i'm entirely feeling that right now.
And you know what's more irritating?
Is that everything i learnt, listen, read, analysed, crashes with each other.
So much so that i cannot find a suitable conclusion to anything. Anything at all.
You can't fill a cup that is already full.
And my cup is so full right now, its been blended with all sort of concretion that now,
It amounts to nothing.
A hybrid of everthing is sick.
Imagine a creature with a human heart, robot head, lion arms and gorilla legs?
That is how my mind is structured now.
Entwined like a DNA helix
Complications so intense it reeks sanity out of me.
As where have those things i preached went to?
Is the world as simple as i imagined and hope it would be?
Embrace the reality.
Adaption is never a easy process.
The more careful i try to be, the more careless i become.
Atrocious, horrendous, whatever we can call it, and yes, i'm entirely feeling that right now.
And you know what's more irritating?
Is that everything i learnt, listen, read, analysed, crashes with each other.
So much so that i cannot find a suitable conclusion to anything. Anything at all.
You can't fill a cup that is already full.
And my cup is so full right now, its been blended with all sort of concretion that now,
It amounts to nothing.
A hybrid of everthing is sick.
Imagine a creature with a human heart, robot head, lion arms and gorilla legs?
That is how my mind is structured now.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Love
"Love is patient, love is kind, Love does not insist on its own way. Love bears all things, believes all things, Hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails." - I Corinthians 13:4-8
This particular verse in the bible caught my attention. I remember posting something rather similar when i was telling God that i will be patient with waiting for the right one.
Its when afterwards, tons of blessing start pouring, etc( having a WRX to drive, finding someone i loved).
Many had happened during that one year after i gained those blessing. Example, she left, but WRX is still with me.:)
That is not the point i'm looking at.
Point is, how much do people understand love? Put away all those BGR mentality if you can.
Lets talk about Love is general.( family love, brotherly love, friendship love, etc.)
How much does the world understand about "love"?
Its seems to get dimmer.
Many had forgotten what love actually defined as.
In my context, Love begins with an sacrifice.
There is a saying " You can give without loving, but you cant love without giving".
Just how great love can be?
I'm sure you heard of stories of parents sacrificing for their children or wife suffering for their husbands.
I remember those times, when we were together.
Though all is over, and we have individually moved on with our life, I wish you the best.
You gave me a wonderful last year.
Now when i view through the photos of the past, its flashes nothing but a smile. No more hard feelings nor regrets.
It had already become just a part of my life, a part of my memory.
Let the past be memories live in the present, let the future be something we anticipate for.
The past mistake be the lessons for the future.
Because of the past you had given me, i can live the future better.
This particular verse in the bible caught my attention. I remember posting something rather similar when i was telling God that i will be patient with waiting for the right one.
Its when afterwards, tons of blessing start pouring, etc( having a WRX to drive, finding someone i loved).
Many had happened during that one year after i gained those blessing. Example, she left, but WRX is still with me.:)
That is not the point i'm looking at.
Point is, how much do people understand love? Put away all those BGR mentality if you can.
Lets talk about Love is general.( family love, brotherly love, friendship love, etc.)
How much does the world understand about "love"?
Its seems to get dimmer.
Many had forgotten what love actually defined as.
In my context, Love begins with an sacrifice.
There is a saying " You can give without loving, but you cant love without giving".
Just how great love can be?
I'm sure you heard of stories of parents sacrificing for their children or wife suffering for their husbands.
I remember those times, when we were together.
Though all is over, and we have individually moved on with our life, I wish you the best.
You gave me a wonderful last year.
Now when i view through the photos of the past, its flashes nothing but a smile. No more hard feelings nor regrets.
It had already become just a part of my life, a part of my memory.
Let the past be memories live in the present, let the future be something we anticipate for.
The past mistake be the lessons for the future.
Because of the past you had given me, i can live the future better.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
11 march 2010
Living life to the fullest is all that matters.
No matter what injustice the world or anyone has done to you,
All that matters is your decision whether or not to wear that smile.
For there is much more in this world worth more of your attention, and celebration.
I lived through, still smiling. No matter who comes in or leaves my life.
I saw the colours of the chameleon flushing through brinks of my skin,
smiting through the vein with vengence and anger of which i cannot explain.
For the very least, they detach the venomous fungus spouting harmlessly from below,
Preventing calamities from further occuring.
I feel no pain, nor any remorse or regrets.
Branches which does not bear fruit are to be cut away and casted into fire.
I seek no further, but to embrace myself in the love of those who care.
No matter what injustice the world or anyone has done to you,
All that matters is your decision whether or not to wear that smile.
For there is much more in this world worth more of your attention, and celebration.
I lived through, still smiling. No matter who comes in or leaves my life.
I saw the colours of the chameleon flushing through brinks of my skin,
smiting through the vein with vengence and anger of which i cannot explain.
For the very least, they detach the venomous fungus spouting harmlessly from below,
Preventing calamities from further occuring.
I feel no pain, nor any remorse or regrets.
Branches which does not bear fruit are to be cut away and casted into fire.
I seek no further, but to embrace myself in the love of those who care.
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